Growing

You are both growing so big. You are so much more awake now than before. It is fun to see you looking around and growing so big. You are also so squirmy and moving lots. You are getting around to holding your heads up a little better. You are also doing well with cereal. I am not consistent enough to feed you everyday, but I am working on it. You are doing well learning to eat. Sometimes I wonder how on earth I will tend you both as you grow. It is easy with you small and immobile. Life will be nuts when you start moving around. We have a great routine right now...need to work on overnight...but we are doing good. Love you guys so much and I find myself wishing I could hold and love on you both and squeeze and cuddle all the time. But I can't...def. can't at the same time.
You are too big and squirmy! Juliet you are so dainty and little. You remind me a lot of Sienna and how tiny she is. I suspect you will be  a lot like her. ;) Jace you are so squishy and fun. You are like my little puppy dog...sleep and cuddly and I love it. I love to look at your feet and watch you. You are love to look at your hands and feet and play with them. It is so cute, I love it. :0) I love it when you blabber on about nothing. I love to lay you by each other and see what you do. You always end up touching each other, holding hands, it is so cute. I love to see you smile at each other. I am sad to see you grow so big. I love you both so much and count my blessings every second. Even when I am half asleep. :)

4 months and Counting

You two little crazy angels turned 4 months on the 6th! This past week has been a little difficult. For some reason Jace has been screaming bloody murder to eat every 1 1/2 hrs to 2 and sometimes Juliet also. Night has been the hardest. Usually Juliet does okay, but Jace still wants to eat all the time. I have been starting you both on oatmeal cereal lately and you have been having more bottles lately. It makes it harder for me to do anything when you are so hungry all the time. Besides, I really don't want you to be hungry. :) And I really want to sleep! Neither of you take your binkies at all when you are crying. I have to have a bottle on hand in public because there is no pacifying you...you both just scream so loud and get so mad. Not a good quality, I guess the little patience Jace had in the beginning has vanished :(. We will work it out. I can't really go many places unless I am super prepared...it makes everything a little more challenging. :)

But you are both worth it. I am sad you are getting so big. Your last checkup on the 6th put Jace at 12 lbs 5 oz and Juliet at 10lbs 9oz. You both have almost gained 2lbs exactly. :) Juliet you still a little peanut, but I am glad one of you is still small. :) Jace you will still smile at everyone and brighten the room with that gorgeous smile. Juliet likes to play and when she is in the mood will laugh and kind of grunt and play. :) Both of you are ticklish and will laugh when mom tickles you. :)

It is so fun to have two of you, I find it getting a little more difficult now. You are both wiggly worms..so I have to be sure and buckle you in swings, seats, etc, or you will wiggle out. Also I have to be careful you are both starting to squirm and can roll from front to back, so couches and beds we have to be careful too. You are both close to holding your heads up...not quite yet, but getting better. I think you are a little behind in that regard, because it is not possible for me to hold you both all the time, as a matter of fact, I almost can't hold you both at the same time anymore and that makes me sad. You are too squirmy and big and :( it is sad. I will still try though. :)

I love to have you look at each other and watch the recognition and smiles come to your faces. It is my favorite thing!!! You are both so fun. I love you dearly please stop growing so fast.

And PS Please start sleeping through the night...or at least just better (Jace) :)

Juliet you are crying...I must go..